Saturday, May 5, 2018
My Life Beyond
Been so long since I last written a post. Life, can really throw a curve ball and it seems as though they keep coming. My life beyond the journey, since the passing of my late husband. Oh how time flies by so quickly and things has changed in wink of an eye. My life has really changed dramatically and I must of admit that it hasn't been an easy road. Reflecting back through my life with Harold, it really does bring so many memories. These memories of our struggles, trials and how all of this seems as a purpose in our lives. But, never though in million years, would be in the position as I am now. We each go through different circumstances, whether it is dealing with cancer, illnesses or tragic event. We can certainly say that we all find our own way of coping. It is whether or not we accept or not and how we can continue on in living. I have truly been blessed and have no regrets. Nothing stays the same forever, it's just the way life is. As I ponder on how my life begin as a young married woman to; now a much older mature woman. I am so blessed beyond measure and was a precious moment in my life journey. I thank God forgiven me Harold as a life partner. Although, our loved ones are only borrowed for a time. But, somehow God's plan is always best, whether we like it or not and especially how the outcome of our trials, valleys turn out. We can always find comfort in God's love and mercy. As for me now, I can say that, I have really done well emotionally and physically. The memories are still there, but the hurt has subsided and I have found my way of dealing and coping with the lose.
Saturday, September 26, 2015
LIFE
Wanting to welcome you to my blog, a place of my inspirations and craftspired. I wanted to begin with little post about myself and I hope this will be so some encouragement for those who has been through many trials in their lives.
Life really does has its ups and down and seems like it never ending battle. Knowing that every turn you take you have a step back. Remembering down through the years of life's trials that hits you like ton of bricks, I can truly say it's been a long difficult journey. I find myself wondering how I ever made it through these trials of my life. I have find myself in that with God's help and his handing guiding me through every step and God's grace, mercy and his comfort words of wisdom in his words (the bible). No other place is more comforting than being in the hands of the Lord.
Looking back as a young married woman of age 30, it was a wonderful time as others can testify that the joy of getting married is really exciting in a young person life. It's a new journey of new things, new beginnings and a new life united as one. I can remember like it was yesterday, all the nervousness of waiting to say "I do's" was so clear and finally came it was precious. Doing things together, going places, As though time as really flown by so fast and reminds me of the hand of time of the clock, rewinding it forward.
Little life lessons can be stressful and even exhausting. My journey has been such a difficult journey, it never really started out that way , when I was first married, it was all good and after couple of years being married things begin to change. My sweet husband Harold of 17 and1/2 years was a great man, his health began to decline after having a heart attack in 98. Little signs of issues started to creepup and showed its ugly face. From that the moment on it was ongoing , with in and out of hospitals stays, to many procedures and even major surgeries. One's faith was really put to the test, showing if one can hold onto to God and trust in him in everyway possible and that one was never alone and that everything will be okay. Knowing that God can help with every step and every trial that were faced with and just holding tight, never losing the grip of God's hand........Many years had past my husband Harold health even decline with so many issues too many to even mention and his body was so tired. Harold was diagnosed with terminal cancer in Oct 2012 and we were told he would never be cured from the disease. Those words just sunk into my chest and tears rolling down my face. The day that I will never get , July 15, 2012 a day that was so trying , dreary and heartfelt with every tear that was shed. A time of our dreams shattered into, it felt like a dagger piercing the heart. The words "Cancer" plagued our minds with uncertainty what the future may hold.
Life really does has its ups and down and seems like it never ending battle. Knowing that every turn you take you have a step back. Remembering down through the years of life's trials that hits you like ton of bricks, I can truly say it's been a long difficult journey. I find myself wondering how I ever made it through these trials of my life. I have find myself in that with God's help and his handing guiding me through every step and God's grace, mercy and his comfort words of wisdom in his words (the bible). No other place is more comforting than being in the hands of the Lord.
Looking back as a young married woman of age 30, it was a wonderful time as others can testify that the joy of getting married is really exciting in a young person life. It's a new journey of new things, new beginnings and a new life united as one. I can remember like it was yesterday, all the nervousness of waiting to say "I do's" was so clear and finally came it was precious. Doing things together, going places, As though time as really flown by so fast and reminds me of the hand of time of the clock, rewinding it forward.
Little life lessons can be stressful and even exhausting. My journey has been such a difficult journey, it never really started out that way , when I was first married, it was all good and after couple of years being married things begin to change. My sweet husband Harold of 17 and1/2 years was a great man, his health began to decline after having a heart attack in 98. Little signs of issues started to creepup and showed its ugly face. From that the moment on it was ongoing , with in and out of hospitals stays, to many procedures and even major surgeries. One's faith was really put to the test, showing if one can hold onto to God and trust in him in everyway possible and that one was never alone and that everything will be okay. Knowing that God can help with every step and every trial that were faced with and just holding tight, never losing the grip of God's hand........Many years had past my husband Harold health even decline with so many issues too many to even mention and his body was so tired. Harold was diagnosed with terminal cancer in Oct 2012 and we were told he would never be cured from the disease. Those words just sunk into my chest and tears rolling down my face. The day that I will never get , July 15, 2012 a day that was so trying , dreary and heartfelt with every tear that was shed. A time of our dreams shattered into, it felt like a dagger piercing the heart. The words "Cancer" plagued our minds with uncertainty what the future may hold.
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